Getting Closer

Dear Mark,

Thank you for the meeting. It was informative and brilliant as always. I was very grateful to see the “Big Picture” and am very excited to be a part of it. I am grateful that you see my potential and believe in me although I feel I haven’t made as much progress as I should have. I have been struggling with my thinking and the anticivilization a lot but I haven’t given up the fight. I broke through to the CofU once and I know I can do it again. I know you have been watching me and I feel embarrassed and ashamed of where I have been mentally. I just hope you don’t think any less of or have given up on me.
Even though I have been in a bad place things are getting better. I have been realizing my FNE’s and am working on embracing them. To be honest I have known some of my FNE’s for a while and have been afraid of embracing my potential and have let the anticivilization drag me down but I am starting to overcome my fear. I am getting closer to making some money and should be able to quit my job soon, relocate and dedicate the rest of my time to our dream and our family. I am also about to spend approximately $1000.00 dollars on raising my vibration and getting myself on track. This should be enough to break me through to the C of U and God Man so I can do what I need to or at least get me out of my rut.
Thank you again for the meeting. I love you, our family and am looking forward to meeting nine.